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Hi, how's life?

All the best for you guys. Cause I'm not okay right now. Hahaha.

Well, it's been so long time I didn't touch this blog. I was busy with my life and work and other stuffs that made me overthink all the day.

It's 26 Oct 2023 and I'm still nothing but a useless human being, poor, full of mistake and still failed at love.

I think I was a kind of 'Cenayang' to my post in 2020 #refrain about religion thing that make a barrier?

Wow that is now happening to me. What the hec. Why it has to be me. 

2-2-23

I think I'm completely a loser.

I failed at work, I failed at making friends, I failed at love too. Why the heck the world is cruel. I hate this to live a hell in my life. 

I don't wanna make my parents dissapoint too. Yet, I think I don't have enough power to stand in this world anymore.

Tonight, I feel the most desperate person here. I don't know which road I should take next. I'm completely lost.