I go back to Jakarta without assurement. How my life is going to be. I am hesitate to go abroad to Malaysia. Also there's something wrong with going back to previous company.
This is so hurt. I never want to face this kind of problem. Finding job should never follow other people. It shouls come to myself, my need and my capabilities.
Now everything has changed. I can't photoshoped my own mistakes. I can't find any good solution. Even I have told many people about my problem. But no one could make my heart calm. It just hurt. Even I go to Malaysia, there's also feeling hurt. Everything has messed up. Yup, disappointed. With my own act.
God help me.
