Because you had a bad day, you're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me, don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day, the camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Yes, that day finally came.
The bad one I’d been trying so hard to keep away.
Everything fell apart again,
and this time, I can’t Photoshop my own mistake.
I lied to them, to myself.
When you’re doing well in your career,
why must love be the one to break you?
I don’t understand this life.
I love reading, yet I’m such a picky reader.
I love writing, but only when my heart feels like it.
Dear God, what am I supposed to do with this life?
I’ve lost my motivation not even family can bring it back.
Should I return to my hometown and start over?
But am I ready to step down to live with less?
I don’t think I am.
And yet, I do love my job.
A job I never imagined I’d have.
I’m a team leader now.
Once, I was just an agent who thought her life
would stay stuck at “staff” forever.
But You gave me a chance,
and I tried really tried.
With luck, and my parents’ quiet prayers,
I found my way here.
Still… despite the noise and rush of work,
my heart slipped into a tragedy.
Three men,
three stories tangled in one confused heart.
I don’t know which one belongs to my future
or if any of them ever will.
