Cause you have a bad day

Because you had a bad day, you're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know, you tell me, don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day, the camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day

You had a bad day

Yes, that day finally came.

The bad one I’d been trying so hard to keep away.

Everything fell apart again,

and this time, I can’t Photoshop my own mistake.

I lied to them, to myself.

When you’re doing well in your career,

why must love be the one to break you?

I don’t understand this life.

I love reading, yet I’m such a picky reader.

I love writing, but only when my heart feels like it.

Dear God, what am I supposed to do with this life?

I’ve lost my motivation not even family can bring it back.

Should I return to my hometown and start over?

But am I ready to step down to live with less?

I don’t think I am.

And yet, I do love my job.

A job I never imagined I’d have.

I’m a team leader now.

Once, I was just an agent who thought her life

would stay stuck at “staff” forever.

But You gave me a chance,

and I tried really tried.

With luck, and my parents’ quiet prayers,

I found my way here.

Still… despite the noise and rush of work,

my heart slipped into a tragedy.

Three men,

three stories tangled in one confused heart.

I don’t know which one belongs to my future

or if any of them ever will.